The sunrise, of course, doesn’t care if we watch it or not. It will keep on being beautiful, even if no one bothers to look at it.

 

No matter what you are or what you do, just be yourself! 

The next time you count beautiful things, don’t forget to count yourself in! 

Let me tell you a little story. 

Little boy: Are you an angel? 

Me: What? 

Little boy: My mom told me that those who have marked wrists are angels. 

Me: I’m not an angel. 

Little boy: Of Course you are! Mum said that only angels harm themselves because they don’t like life on Earth. This world is destroying them so they try to return to heaven again. They are too sensitive to the pain of others and their own. 

Me: You know, your mum is very wise!

Little boy: Thank you. She’s also an angel but she has already returned home. 

                            *

I learnt a very valuable thing from a TV show.

Taking your life. But from whom? Not from yourself. But from others who love you. Your life is not your own. Keep your hands off it. When you die, you’re gone and you won’t feel anything but it is the others who will have to live with the grief.

I know, sometimes there are days where you feel like you don’t wanna live anymore. That you’re afraid of falling or you’re tired of falling again and again. But never be afraid to fall apart because it is an opportunity to rebuild yourself the way you wish you had been all along. Don’t be afraid to fall because Angels fall too. 

When you say to people, that you’re sad and you share your problems. You don’t get an advice or a patient voice telling you that time will heal you. All you get is their voice saying that they’ve been through things far greater than you and you feel like you’ve been stripped out of your right to feel emotions. They laugh at your emotions. But just walk away from that toxic person. They will not ever care for you. No matter how big is your sorrow or that there are people much sadder than you doesn’t mean the fact that you aren’t allowed to feel. 
And when people laugh at those marks in your wrists or pity at you. You just don’t want to live anymore. You want to end everything but….

Start now. Start where you are. Start with fear. Start with pain. Start with doubt. Start with hands shaking. Start with voice trembling but start. Start and don’t stop. Start where you are, with what you have. Just….start. 

Never ever give up. No matter what. You’re sad, you’re hurting. Break things. Shout. Scream. But never end your life.  

Take it from this suicidal girl, 

I wanted to die. Truly, I did. But looking at people I love and people who care for me, I stopped. It’s hard. But I learnt that your life isn’t your own. It’s part of a bigger story. You were born for a reason. 

No matter how hard it seems, never give up. Everything will be alright. Soon enough. Have hope! 😊
~Ankita Brahma. 

The girl who wanted to end the sentence but continued to write more. ❤️

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